oh crap! reason #2 that this house renovation was not a good idea

Why is it that decisions have a way of turning around on you and make you really regret?

Reason #2 why the house renovation was not a good idea - little girl with albinism just showed up on an adoption agency's waiting child list. She has less pigment than BaiYu and she's absolutely beautiful! I will be completely devestated if at the end of the 3 months the agency is allowed to keep the list that she is still on without a family. Dear God... dont let her file go back! I hear she's already been on a different agency's list - her chances of getting on another list are slim to none... only get so many tries before its over forever.

She's 6 years old already in a world that values perfect children adopted to perfect families. I just want to cancel the stoopid siding and appoligize for being so freaking out of it to think my next child was not ready to be found yet. I care freaking not about how old she is, that she doesnt speak a lick of english, and has vision problems. Big freaking deal she's got these things against her... I would sell everything I had to bring her home and let her know that she is worth all of the love that I would give anything to smother her in.

Please, please please! Please let her find a family that will love her as much as we would!