Wow.. i think tis been a while..
So much stuff happens on a daily basis around here its hard to keep it all straight. Lets see if I can recap any.. Still head over heels in love with my wife. We are great together, we are sometimes tired together, we play together we do yoga together. Yes, I am doing yoga as well as TKD now.. Building up that core, and enjoying the company of my wife doing it as well. Though she has been doing it for a good year+ longer.
Having so much fun being a father, even when those times of the kids are being whiney, buzzy, annoying, and just not listening double what they usually can. *Most* of the time though they are loving and well-behaved..
Always changing environment, me and la end up juggling so much, and we are always trying to keep connected and follow each other hand in hand so that we can do it together and not grow apart.
I love my kids, I love the mother of my kids, they all are growing, and learning so much. My little bixiu is getting so big and getting such a mind of her own, with now the muscles and determination to do it herself rather than just say she wants to do it herself. And SHQ you can be so stubborn, and defensive, I know you are just a kid, and I can see a lot of the way i probably was when i was your age in you. We are there for you, we love you, its so hard to explain how what we do is truthly trying to help and prepare you for all the challenges and joys you get to face in your life.
I think more and more as I go older it gets hard to really stop and just be, just enjoy the now, the outdoors, just sit and enjoy your lover, your partner in crime. Like ireland is to my wife (as me), the Quetico National Park (or boundary waters) is to me. Just wish to go back and just be with nature, camping and canoeing.. I hope the whole family can do some trips.
New discovery per say.. I seem to have grown to like coconut now a days. Go figure I never use to like it. I don't know if its just my taste buds dying or what..
(bare with me, just spewing thoughts)
Sometimes I wonder, as you go older you start to lose the crispness of eye sight, or preception to smell, or hear. Sometimes I wonder if I can't smell as good as I use to (especially with my poor slits for nostrils..) and that make me sad. I want to be able experience as much of this life as i can, since we really don't know for sure whats beyond, only god does. I know woman are suppose to have better sense of smell than men, but sometimes I think I should smells things that i don't. I have always had some nysgatisum in my eyes and my muscles, have always been able to squeeze and compensate, someday they might not to as well, and I will need to try glassess out. Right know I could probably where a mini-mini-rx of glasses, but I'm always afraid that if I do, then those muscles that are working to maintain the refocusing ability will lax and my eyes would get worst faster than forcing my eyes to work by themselves.. Though I am sure I would look smashing in glasses..
I'm getting a new physical, its been ~2 years.. La and I are working on another project among are many that wants me to get a physical again. I like to know how i am doing. Cholestrol of course I sure, so hard to really just eat oatmeal evermorning, especially when i sometimes eat a little with the kids in the morning to get me to work, and then get a little snacky at 10am after my well saved up potty break (I know too much info). Since I have been doing TKD, I may elect for a xray to see if have bruised or fractured bone, or made a bone spur, etc from trying to do knife-hand breaks and getting the force of the board bounced back. (Still about 1 year away from testing for black belt) a good 4 -5 breaks left to figure out and not hurt myself.
Other new stuff, just turned in my order for a new phone (2 year free deal), for a motorola Mint Chocolate. I am taking a business trip to orlando (miss my wife and kids dearly). My wife is going to take upcoming 2 huge trips. We got new smashing sunroom media center furniture, though the 2nd half of the order for SHQ new bunk-bed had to be cancelled for lack of ability build and deliver it in a timely manner(ie in under 3 months). We cut a huge tree down and might have the area for a sweet garden. Its summer and we can do more outdoors and lawn work. Oh and i enjoying the time I get to spend with my awesome kids and my beautiful, inteligent, and hot looking wife more and more as the days pass..
Thats enough of a catsup for all of yew.